one more n I am off..

With 2 more days to go until my last exam, I am sitting down here with my mind going blank...

I am tired of studying, tired of walking, tired of waking up n then found out I am still in the same place, facing the same people I don't wana face... I am losing myself.. I duno who I am anymore.. i DUNO wat I want anymore... I can't listen, i can't eat, i can't speak... i can't even breathe..

& that's why.... Los Angeles here I come, there I go... hah!

& that's going to be true =)

2 weeks before when i checked my email, i received an exchange acceptance from the University of Carlifornia, Los Angeles. I was so thrilled for a second that I forgot who I am. I am accepted as an exchange student for a semester. How I wish it is a year (*that's is a long story behind this, come back later). So I will be flying to USA at the end of December, not celebrating CNY with my family and friends for the 1st time! & it has always been my dream(erm, not really..not referring to not celebrating CNY with F&Fs is my dream) to be in a different place without anyone I know, anything i am familiar with... So... to be in one of the coolest and biggessssst city in the world, I doubt if I can live on my own...

1 week before, i attended a predeparture session. & my tutor sat next to me! How can i believe that the cutest tutor in the civil school is actually going for exchange as well, but not LA... Pennyslvania he is heading... sob sob T.T & I only found out at the end that I am the only UWA student going UCLA(my 1st preference), others....not Berkeley then other places.... Excited & sad at the same time, my dream is coming true (heading to a strange place on my own).

I will be living on the campus which I has always been thinking to go for it. Now, Wishes may come true & the consequense is... bear with it. How scare I am now... to arrange all the accommodation over there.. how lucky i am to recently found out that my sis's fren's uncle lives over there & he offers to pick us up in the airport... Haha.. Lucks may not boost up one's mood, but it makes things happen faster... wHat am I thinking now.. should be happy and ready for it!!

& that's for now... good luck to my geomechanics =)