What a DAMN BAD day

2day i went to church, a friend's church.. i went to tat church for quite a few times, then on the way there, my friend asked me whether i was interested in helping them for catering sum food (there ll b sum tea time after the church ) Well, that time i was really neither interested or not interested, so i said sure to her... then, i was brought to see the pastor's wife..

N guess wat the pastor's wife asked? the 1st question she asked was,"R u a Christian?" Then i said no. n then wat she replied me bac was the most annoying thing i ever heard..."U r not a christian rite? so we cant let u do the job. Lets take an example, if I let u take part in the choir, ll u understand the meaning of the Christian song?(holly hell, luckily i m an alto n not tat good enuf for soprano) i was just trying to say tat u ll not tat faithful in singing that song"(well well well, wat the big deal 4 being sooooo faithful in catering food? i think she scare i ll put sum poison inside the food ) n then blahblahblahblahblah n then goes another blahblahbalhablhalabalhbalhab.... U know wat?! those who r so faithful in christian r so 'zhang qi'... the whole conversation she was so aggressive in emphasizing the reasons that Y I CANNOT HELP.... n that she kept mentioning that she s not being offense to me... n then wat i was offering to help is being the 1st step reaching the god.... what the hellllllll... holy shit...

n then at that very instant, i felt that my cheek was hot n my eyes were watering... it s not about tat humiliating thing, i juz really felt tat it s sooooooooo unfair... yeah, thx 4 her too, i ll not going to tat church EVER EVER EVER AGAIN... n when i told my fren abot tis, my fren said SHE WAS RIGHT!!!! OMG, wat the world s tis? I HAV TO BE A REAL CHRISTIAN THEN I ONLY CAN TAKE PART IN IT.... so from sum principle of my INDUCTION, do i hav to b a real CHRISTIAN then i only can talk to those christians??? so upset, never been so sad n hurt b4 since i came to perth.... Well, mayb i m juz being sensitive(but hey, every1 got limit rite? n juz now i hav been challenged but yea i still lose) wat the hell... it was kind hard to control ur tears from falling apart n ask them to stay in the position... when i reached home, i really burst out....

if no then no la, do u really hav to explain tat much? To be honest i feel so comfortable when i realize tat i m not a christian...